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Yeah ... time’s up finally ! Break of almost 3 months, doing nothing, an uncertain future just a surety that I was to enter a new phase of my life. A new life, where all what I had done till date are just going to be the memories I will cherish all my life, A time now to build something tangible out of it,   C5JA5USXBN6F a time to show the world what all I am about, time to realise what just used to come out of my mouth when anyone used to ask me “Beta, kya karna chahti ho life mei?”, a time to put in what all I have learnt till today, time that could no longer help me blame my wrongs on my innocence, on my childish sulkiness ...

So, in short everybody is scared to take on something new, deal with the new challenges, and I ai’nt no exception to it.  But still just thinking about the times when “responsibility lena seekho” would start being another tacit thing makes me nauseated.

Time to bid bye to those when all that proved my identity was my school identity card, time to enter into a horizon of relationships, more like responsibilities  Yee-haaww I am going be another earning member of my family. Time to change drastically from who I was and become who I am going to.
This all may sound like the sms that has been floating around in the friends’ circle. I am sure everybody would have had chance to read it, but its no joke now. It all now feels kinda real.
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