My Ramblings

Yee-hawww ... ha-ha-ha-ha !!! Did it sound scary ??? I didn't mean to but I'm scary happy ... No sadistic intent ...  but yeah I can say this much for sure that I'm happy for one petty reason but I have so many things to cry for !!!  It was the last examination today not only of this semester but the last semester exam of my life ... ( I meant exam literally,  paper-pen waala  and don't spoil it by mentioning higher studies ).  No more college, no more crying over classes, no more ' mann nahi kar rha class jaane ka' , no more requesting people to bunk any class, no more proxies, no ' 75% attendance k liye roz attendance check karna',  a lot many thing never again,  ...  Even though my class has been very different from others, when I say different I actually mean different. Its like my views never matched with the class. That made sense right ??? Because that is what it is. But the sense of me belonging to the section ofcourse...

This is one of the many mysteries I have been trying to unravel ...  I don't know the reason but people around me brag about knowing me so well ... but its so funny when they don't even know how whimsy I can be at times ...  Its just one of the caprices that I am sitting here with my lappy on my lap and trying very hard to improve my GWAM rate and write a new blog when everyone is busy, toiling hard, studying 'between the lines' for the last end-semester examination. It was planned rather I planned it since yesterday since I couldn't complete my quota of reading 2 chapters of 'Simulation and Modelling' to complete atleast those 2 chapters. And, then again I have no idea about other subjects. I hardly even remember the names of all my subjects when the acronyms are as "small" as ISPM, AIES. Who on earth reads subject like these and that too, in the last semester of her college life. (I don't want to villify my batch-mates who have alread...

Just to mention, it was not a trip, a small outing instead, with one of my friends and her 6 other friends on 30th March. When they were chalking out the plan, I was contacted and without thinking even for a sec, I agreed. At that time, I never thought I could get bored, but lets face it I was going out with a bunch of people out of which I knew just 1 and two of them I just knew their names, and others I was acquainted on a 'hello,hi' basis . And yeah, I was getting bored and infact, panicking about thinking about the rest of the trip going the same way when it was just 15-20 minutes after we started and it was  40-45 minutes one-way journey. Ohh, I forgot to tell it was a trip to a waterfall named Jonha at a place named Jonha in the outskirts of Ranchi, almost 30-35 km from my college.  Here, the waterfalls are not very safe. There have been incidents of drowning, sinisterly motivated bad incidents plus quite aloof places in Jharkhand are themselves not very...